I’m a real poly now!
Between Mr. Wizard and the Tantric Farmer*, I’m actually polyamorous** and not just in an open relationship with a married guy!!
It was never really a goal for me, but I’m proud that I’ve been able to open myself up to the concept in a span of about six months. I’ve learned a ridiculous amount of things, chief among them: acceptance of self and others. I don’t expect that steep learning curve to to recede anytime soon. In fact, I welcome whatever life brings me. It’s exhilarating!
Poly is SO complimentary to my lifestyle and life goals. I get all the alone time I want. I get the deep, connected companionship I want. And I get the super awesome physical contact that comes along with deep personal connections. I feel very safe and loved. I’m attracting conscious, present people into my life.
I’ve never been so honest and compassionate toward myself and others. I’m living by my own rules and on my own terms, which I can change at my whim. I feel so present and powerful. My heart is awake and I don’t think it’s going back to sleep ever again!
And this weekend, I’m working on some super secret stealth ways to reach out to the ladies. If I build it… Lookout, world!
*Though absent from my blogs for a bit, he’s still around! Update in the works.
**Multi-amorous sounds a lot more fun if you ask me!